The episodes
A year of real experiments on consciousness and human experience. Here’s where I’m starting.

The “CIA” Gateway Tapes: What Actually Happens When You Listen?
22 years after my first Gateway program, I put the famous tapes to the test with a 16-channel EEG.

What Are Binaural Beats Actually Doing to My Brain?
I’ve used them since the late 90s. This is the first time I’ll measure them.

Can Sound Take Me Deeper Than Meditation?
Silent Dzogchen practice against Hemi-Sync. Same brain, same week.

Does 432 Hz Music Really Feel Different?
A blind test. I won’t know which one I’m hearing.

Can I Keep My Mind Awake While My Body Falls Asleep?
Focus 10 is the first state Gateway teaches. What does my brain do when I get there?

Can I Stop Thinking on Command?
People don’t believe me when I say my mind is quiet most of the time. Let’s see what the EEG says.

Binaural Beats or the Power of Expectation?
What happens when I think a track is doing something and it isn’t?

Does Thinking Start in the Body?
I’ve long suspected busy thoughts begin as agitation in the nervous system. I’ll track both at once.

What Does 30 Minutes of Doomscrolling Do to Me?
And how long it takes my mind to recover.

The Retreat Changed Me. Then I Came Home.
What actually lasts after a week of silence, and what fades.

I Floated Above My Bed as a Child. Can I Do It Again?
Out-of-body experiences have followed me since I was a boy in Greece.

Can I Describe a Place I’ve Never Seen?
Remote viewing with blind targets. Every result shown, hits and misses.
These are the directions I expect to explore. The experiments will shape the order, and some of them will surprise me.
Sound and Frequency
- Focus 12 and beyond
- Isochronic tones vs binaural beats
- Humming and the nervous system
- Silence vs sound
- Music vs Hemi-Sync
- Sound and sleep
Meditation and Nonduality
- Self-inquiry in the tradition of Ramana Maharshi
- Dzogchen open awareness
- Kriya yoga
- A Course in Miracles, revisited
- Eyes-open meditation
- A week of silence at home
- The vision that started everything
Sleep and Dreams
- Lucid dreaming
- The edge of sleep (hypnagogia)
- A month of dream journaling
- What my brain does as I fall asleep
- Recurring dreams
- Focus 10 at nap time
Beyond the Body
- More out-of-body attempts
- A remote viewing series
- A premonition journal
- A telepathy test
- Near-death experiences
- Tracking synchronicities
Mind and Body
- Breathwork
- Cold exposure
- Self-hypnosis
- Heart-brain coherence
- Flow states
- Anxiety and the body
- Hypnosis and memory
Everyday Life
- A week without my phone
- Attention and deep reading
- Living a double life
- Aging and the mind
- What 30 years of journals reveal
- Meditating as a group
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